Yeah, I agree with that through having been on here for so long I just feel like in order to conduct the serious relationship that this is being treated as some talking might have been... helpful. more…
The benifits office,annoy the people on purpose.Thats their way of sending out whatever signal they want to send out.
Good to know that you stood up against the bullies.Well done. more…
Bully for you to stand up for your family and benefits in general! (I totally agree with you, btw) It sounds to me you did not behave at all like the wimp you feared you were the other day. Hope that's made you feel a bit good about yourself.
Have a brilliant time In Stratford. Look forward to seeing the photos - and your review of more…
as for the benefits thing, GOOD FOR YOU! I would too, no you can't judge someone AT all, people like to pigeon hole others and that's really wrong in my opinion.
I take people for how they treat me, give out what you give back. There are others out there that are very judg more…
The more I read it, the more it impresses me. I don’t know how I ever worked without hilarious and funny things in our life, Life would be so much easier especially when there's a jokes here and there. Being funny is nice because a lot of serious people are lacking with this kind of behavior that is why they are much look older. I would like to tha more…
It sounds to me as if by far the freakiest thing is looking after John with only a little help from your grandmum. It's a pity that doesn't happen before Stratford, so you could look forward to that as a sort of reward.
Btw, how far is your house from the station? Do hope your gran can drive you.
You are not being stupid by owning up to your feelings! Feelings are never 'wrong', although sometimes they hide other feelings even more umcomfortable...
Personally. I can understand your feelings of insecurity in the present situation, particularly as you have been so supportive of your mum for so long.
I've seen the Truman Show and Truly Madly Deeply - I want to see Up but I don't think I'll ever watch Camp Rock :)
Sometimes I feel a bit like I'm living in a Truman Show type world - because I live on a beautiful island and never go off it any more because I love my small cosy little life here so much now and it does feel as though it more…
It wasn't an unhappy childhood. There were unhappy times, but there were plenty of good ones too.
I don't really know. I just don't want someone to come in and change everything, mostly. I'm just kind of scared of being pushed out. But then I know that wouldn't really happen. I'm just being stupid :roll:. Once I get used to it I know I more…
Tell me to mind my own business, but maybe the sight of your mum with this guy and his children brings back painful memories of your unhappy childhood. x more…
Recent comments (30)
In response to: "It actually never stops" 1 day old
by alecweston Pro
Do hope you're feeling better now than when you wrote this.
So sad when you say you hate yourself. You sound such a lovely, thoughtful, caring person to me. xx more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by sparkles101 [Member]
most definately there goes alot into love, ie., they might have annoying habits :)) or you for them a meet up is a necessity! ;) XXX more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by alecweston Pro
Oh, of course - I'd forgotten about your mum going away. Good luck with all that. x more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by barneyrulz [Member]
Yeah, I agree with that through having been on here for so long I just feel like in order to conduct the serious relationship that this is being treated as some talking might have been... helpful. more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by barneyrulz [Member]
I'll try and write about it. The next few days are really, really busy though because my mum's away so I'm doing all her stuff, lol. x more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by barneyrulz [Member]
Yeah, I agree with you about the making friends. I think you definitely need to speak or meet up in order to be anything more though. xx more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by SeasideMan Pro
I agree with Aly: words carry a lot of power even if they are "just" a txt. more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by alecweston Pro
Glad you can type and listen to here at the same time.
Most men find it very hard to talk about feelings, even when they (aka we) claim to be in love.
:) Hope you'll have time to write about your trip to Stratford. more…
In response to: "Don't be so mean!" 5 days old
by sparkles101 [Member]
You can get close to people via text etc., or have realy strong feelings however to truely love someone you need to see them and spend time with them.
i don't think your being bitchy, i think your being a realist.
XXX
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In response to: "Ignorance, always ignorance." 10 days old
by safriz [Member]
The benifits office,annoy the people on purpose.Thats their way of sending out whatever signal they want to send out.
Good to know that you stood up against the bullies.Well done. more…
In response to: "Ignorance, always ignorance." 11 days old
by STFUamzz [Member]
happy birthday!
have fun at twelth night x more…
In response to: "Ignorance, always ignorance." 14 days old
by alecweston Pro
Bully for you to stand up for your family and benefits in general! (I totally agree with you, btw) It sounds to me you did not behave at all like the wimp you feared you were the other day. Hope that's made you feel a bit good about yourself.
Have a brilliant time In Stratford. Look forward to seeing the photos - and your review of more…
In response to: "Ignorance, always ignorance." 14 days old
by sparkles101 [Member]
yeah! Stratford is this weekend I remembered!! :D
as for the benefits thing, GOOD FOR YOU! I would too, no you can't judge someone AT all, people like to pigeon hole others and that's really wrong in my opinion.
I take people for how they treat me, give out what you give back. There are others out there that are very judg more…
In response to: "God can be so hilarious, ha ha" 14 days old
by Hilarious Joker [Visitor]
The more I read it, the more it impresses me. I don’t know how I ever worked without hilarious and funny things in our life, Life would be so much easier especially when there's a jokes here and there. Being funny is nice because a lot of serious people are lacking with this kind of behavior that is why they are much look older. I would like to tha more…
In response to: "I can so do this. " 15 days old
by alecweston Pro
Are you going to Stratford today? Have a wonderful time. x more…
In response to: "Make A Little Birdhouse In Your Soul" 18 days old
by alecweston Pro
Terrific you wrote so much yesterday.
So, by no means for the first time, I was completely wrong in my adivce to you!
Maybe if you skip college tomorrow, you can write a whole lot more....
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In response to: "I can so do this. " 21 days old
by alecweston Pro
It sounds to me as if by far the freakiest thing is looking after John with only a little help from your grandmum. It's a pity that doesn't happen before Stratford, so you could look forward to that as a sort of reward.
Btw, how far is your house from the station? Do hope your gran can drive you.
IMHO, the writing projec more…
In response to: "I can so do this. " 21 days old
by sparkles101 [Member]
Wow you've got alot planned for November ;) sounds fabulous seeing the play though!! :yes:
Believe me hehe! 17 isn't old!! i'm 21 again!! LOL!! :)) x more…
In response to: "I can so do this. " 21 days old
by SeasideMan Pro
Sounds like a busy month. Make sure you get some rest in too, won't you?
17 isn't old. 18 is old :-) more…
In response to: "Life since I last blogged" 24 days old
by alecweston Pro
You are not being stupid by owning up to your feelings! Feelings are never 'wrong', although sometimes they hide other feelings even more umcomfortable...
Personally. I can understand your feelings of insecurity in the present situation, particularly as you have been so supportive of your mum for so long.
I hope one day more…
In response to: "In which I'm kind of a dork" 24 days old
by banana Pro
I've seen the Truman Show and Truly Madly Deeply - I want to see Up but I don't think I'll ever watch Camp Rock :)
Sometimes I feel a bit like I'm living in a Truman Show type world - because I live on a beautiful island and never go off it any more because I love my small cosy little life here so much now and it does feel as though it more…
In response to: "In which I'm kind of a dork" 25 days old
by sparkles101 [Member]
agreed the truman show is my fav ;) X more…
In response to: "In which I'm kind of a dork" 25 days old
by SeasideMan Pro
I think The Truman Show is a great film. It's cheery tone just gets creepier as the film goes on. more…
In response to: "Life since I last blogged" 25 days old
by barneyrulz [Member]
Yeah, I guess if I get to know them it'll be easier. This whole thing is just really new to me, lol.
Thanks xx more…
In response to: "Life since I last blogged" 25 days old
by barneyrulz [Member]
It wasn't an unhappy childhood. There were unhappy times, but there were plenty of good ones too.
I don't really know. I just don't want someone to come in and change everything, mostly. I'm just kind of scared of being pushed out. But then I know that wouldn't really happen. I'm just being stupid :roll:. Once I get used to it I know I more…
In response to: "Life since I last blogged" 26 days old
by banana Pro
I think the very best way to deal with your feelings re: friend and kids is to keep training yourself to cope.
You will get used to them in time if they stay in your life, if they don't then no need to make a big thing about it.
I even hazard a guess that if they stay around you might actually get to like them.
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In response to: "Life since I last blogged" 26 days old
by alecweston Pro
Tell me to mind my own business, but maybe the sight of your mum with this guy and his children brings back painful memories of your unhappy childhood. x more…
In response to: "This man" 32 days old
by safriz [Member]
Actually i can imagine you giving him an angry speech.
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And then throwing bowls at him
In response to: "In which I am slightly ... cryptic" 33 days old
by cassieb [Member]
I had a secret then I told someone. And I wish I never had opened my big gob! Some things are better kept to yourself... more…
In response to: "The things I should really keep to myself" 33 days old
by SeasideMan Pro
The two smart folks above have offered sound advise. I will just echo what they said. more…