I will stop thinking that my friend's "relationship" with her boyfriend is stupid.

Just because I think it's impossible, stupid and pointless to conduct a while relationship by text does not make it so OR lessen it's importance.

Just because she didn't listen to me when I actually needed her, and that I am now expected to care about this shite does not make it matter less. If anything, it makes it more important because it's my chance to not be a hypocrite.

This is very important to her, and therefore I should start caring about it and not bitch about it to my mum as soon as I get home or speak to her.

Apparently the relationship had a very messy ending, because he's in love with her. Not in love with her enough to actually... I don't know.. SPEAK to her. No. Not that in love.

Nonetheless, I should not think that is stupid.

She's telling me what a state he's in right this second, as I'm writing this bitchy blog.
I want to laugh and say YOU CAN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH A BLOODY TEXT MESSAGE! But that would be insensitive. I think she's enjoying thinking that a guy is in love with her, even if she doesn't feel the same way. I have to remember that she clearly feels her life is FAR more important than mine and that I should feel the same.

Stop being a bitch! Maybe you can fall in love with someone. I've never been in love, so what would I know?

This is so stupid. Like, really ridiculous. I feel guilty for not caring but really, I've spent so much time talking about this.

*sigh*

I want to be horrible to her so badly.

I'm such a horrible person.

Oh well. It's fun.

Folding Chair - Regina Spektor