I am now on half term. I feel so ready to be off. I know that I'm doing less subjects but college is much more tiring than school ever was. The social stuff doesn't help, I'm having to re-evaluate a friendship or two. Ah well. I could never hang on to best friends anyway.

John has been scaring us again this week. On Thursday night my mum was out at a murder mystery related thing, and I was on my own with John. I felt pretty confident about everything, since he'd been all right for a while then he just suddenly went white as a sheet and threw up. It was so fast and then I was freaking out because I thought he was going to have a seizure (he didn't). It was so weird, there was no lead up. You can always tell when John is feeling sick. I don't think he evn knew until he threw up. So then I was frantically trying to get hold of my mum to get her to come home because I'm useless on my own and in the end had to phone her friend because her phone was off. He was really sweet about it though.
I thought everything was okay after that, but John was sick again the next day. The exact same thing happened. No warning, just suddenly vomit (to be frank). So my mum called the doctor and he said it was either an infection, small seizures or a reaction to the meds increasing. I don't know.
I talked to my guitar teacher about it. I like to tell him stuff, because he actuallt reacts to it. Like, my friends just start talking about their lives (boys, basically) as soon as I've spoken but he lets me mention stuff. Not in a like serial moaning way. He just makes the effort to ask how John is so I tell him.

Hugh keeps phoning. I probably wrote about it last weekend but he's being annoying.

This is going nowhere. Ooh, I'm learning a Newton Faulkner song for my guitar this week. I love it, even though it's really hard. There's a couple different techniques I don't find easy on their own and together... well...
I'm happy with it though. I usually find the stuff that he sets me a little bit too easy. Having a challenege is.. well, just that. And the timing is perfect, since it being half term means I actually have the time to practise.

I'm going to see Up this afternoon with mum, John and Mum's Friend & Co. (his kids). I have no need to feel weird about this. I will be repeating that throughout the afternoon. I kind of like the fact that my dog doesn't like kids so they can't come in and invade our house as well as church (not that I go but it bugs me that they go now and NO I CANNOT EXPLAIN WHY).

In the words of Dr. Cox Big Fun.

Track: Let Go - Frou Frou