I just got another stupid e mail from my dad. He keeps sending me and my brother these really long, boring messages about his life. When will he realise that I don't care? I get that he puts everything else above me, I accept it, it's fine but does he really have to shove it in my face all the time?
I bet not that many people can say that 50% of their parent's reason for divorce was golf. Lol. Someone tried to add me on here the other day who had a blog about golf clubs. I held back the torrent of abuse I wanted to unleash and instead just clicked "decline".

Anyway, there was a reason for my writing this. I'm going slightly nuts and am trying to vent in other places so I don't start screaming at my brother. Although, actually, venting now is pointless since John isn't even here. ANYWAY. Yeah. So, since watching All The Small Things and getting it for himself on DVD John has been very extra interested in austism and having autism and everything. (One of the main characters has it. He is very introverted so really nothing like John) but John has started to idolise this guy. So, because of the aspergers he is now trying to copy this guy with something probably slightly more severe and won't stop talking about all the weird things he does. He doesn't really do these things, he does them then looks at you to see if you're looking.
He's also decided that he has OCD. This is the part that pisses me off. He keeps doing things then looking at me to see if I'm looking. I KNOW he can't relate to people and doesn't understand but.. I spend so much of my time worrying about him. I think about John and how this will effect John and what this means for John nearly all the time. He has all the attention that he needs so I don't understand why he's doing this. It's just... pissing me off.

There is an unbelieveable amount of really terrible photos of me on Facebook. I must say this is beginning to get rather depressing.
Plus, everytime I see someone has tagged me I freak out in case I'm drunk in the picture of something and my mum sees. Why did I tell her she should get Facebook?

The holiday is inching ever closer.

Why did my dad have to e mail me? I don't care about his life. I was fairly un-irritated until that happened.

I am now going to watch Ugly Betty of 40d.

I now want to talk about Torchwood.

I watch far too much television.

Track: You And I Misbehaving - Tilly And The Wall