I waited such a long time for this to load. You might think that, because of this I might have something worthwhile to say. You would be wrong. The waiting was only possible because I have now reached a level of boredom so acute, I no longer care about anything long enough to get frustrated.
I have done nothing all day. My mum and John went to church with my mum's friend. I think that my mum's friend only said that he wanted to go because he wants to weasel his way in and duping woman into thinking you actually care about something is so... Well. You know. I've been paranoid about that all morning.
As soon as they all left I realised that I had absolutely no idea what I wanted to do. Seriously, this morning is the first time I've had the house to myself in a really long time and I was kind of looking forward to it. It has been crap. After they left I just sat staring in to space for ages wondering what to do. In the end I decided that I couldn't be bothered to do anything, that I was going to revise in the afternoon and watch tv in the morning. Then there was nothing on and I didn't know what to do. So I made myself a mocha with the sample thingies we brought (it's only 60 calories with water but tastes WAY better when you do it with milk) and decided to put my DVDs into catogories. This is sad enough but it got even worse when I realised I could actually have a Hugh Grant section. Lol.
I watched Gilmore Girls all morning. John getting back made me realise how incredibly bored I was and now I feel sort of apathetic but worried at the same time. Mum and her friend haven't come in. I guess they must be stood outside talking. Then he'll leave. I am very unhappy about this. I mean, his existance is kind of funny because it really irritates Hugh. I can make comments about how "Oh mum's friend said..." and Hugh looks like someone has shoved a stick up his bum. Very entertaining. Last night was funny. Things are deteriorating between mum and Hugh again (lol, again. Sounds like things were good at one point) and so he was sat in the living room not really speaking to anyone watching All The Small Things with John. I went on a massive rant about what a dickhead one of the guys is in it (he's exactly like Hugh). My mum laughed. I don't know if Hugh got it. He thinks we are unfair to him. But, to be honest, if hadn't been such a wanker in the first place we wouldn't have anything to be horrible about. Although my mum isn't horrible to him, she tries to be nice. He just doesn't appreciate it. I wonder if they're heading for another "break-up". If they do, and I come on here being all happy that he's finally gone can someone please remind me that he hasn't and he'll be back? Actually, I don't I'll even need reminding should they "break-up" again. I just won't believe in it. There's just no getting rid of some people.
And no, I don't know why it is I always end up talking about the same things day after day after day after day after day after day on here.
This website is really pissing me off. The second I finish typing whatever I'm typing it first takes ages to actually come up what I typed and then, when it's done the thing flips back to the top of the page. ARGH IT'S SO ANNOYING!
They still haven't come in.
Track: In Too Deep - Sum 41
