Sometimes I wish my mum would just keep things to herself.
She just confirmed something I had thought for a long time. My opinion of my dad is now even worse. I feel so bad even though the person it’s directed at doesn’t know. As long as he never finds out/realises everything will be okay. It’s difficult though, because to be honest we don’t really know how aware he is of everything.
I know that I can’t be because it isn’t fair. And it’s never even really occurred to me before despite her saying stuff about it which is weird but… I feel kind of angry with my mum. Not because she tells me stuff – she’s always done that. No, because she never made my dad do more. She never yelled at him and told him to stop being such a useless prick.
Oh well.
Track: Scar Tissue – Red Hot Chili Peppers
