So today the fragile relationship between myself and my child development teacher snapped.

I hate her. I hate her so much it makes my head hurt. She is the laziest most sick making person I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. I hate her SO much. I have no respect for her. I don't think I have ever had less respect for anybody in my whole life.

I'm not, as a general rule, a rude person. I don't hit people. I don't normally yell at people when they piss me off. I don't get mad that easily (actually, that's a lie). I suppose I don't always express it until the person is no longer with me (I bitch ok. Would you rather I yelled at you to your face? If you're anything like the people that I know the answer to that would be negative).

Nobody knows what the hell they have to do for child development. Nobody is up to date with their coursework because nobody understands what their coursework IS. Last year it was bearable because our other teacher was great, she really was. However, this year, we have TWO crap teachers. TWO. One of them can barely speak and has been "loosing her voice" since September. And the other is Mrs P. who is, I promise, the most ODIOUS (yes, odious) woman in the world.

And today, when she told us that she couldn't be bothered to do parents evening because, and I quote, "They won't pay me for it". They won't pay her for it, so she won't do it. I know for a FACT that there are other teachers staying on 2 HOURS LONGER than they have to so that they can see all of the parents that want to see them. Are they getting paid to stay and work until 8.30pm? No. They are not.

SHE WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO STAY THAT LONG. 2 hours. That's all it would take to see her students. Her students whose parents nearly ALL want to see her and ask her what is going on with the GCSE. But today she told me she could not be bothered.

I suppose you could say I "lost my rag with her".

This isn't the end of it though. No. We went to see our head of year who told us that she is SUPPOSED to come in on parents evening. Lazy bitch.

She's coming to this parents evening.

Wow. Then she'll be able to say she has done ONE useful thing in her life. That'll be different for her.

Ooo. And on this whole Deciding What I'm Going To Do With The Rest Of My Life thing? I'm going to a college open evening next Wednesday. It's kind of further away that I would ideally want, but it's a really great place. Going to this place would be about as scary as it can get. Me with all the city kids. Lol :>>

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