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  • I LOVE YOU MATTHEW BELLAMY

    OMG I JUST SAW MATTHEW BELLAMY IN SAINSBURYS!!!!!!!!

    AGAIN !!!!!!!'S NECCESARY!!!!!!!!!!!

    At least I?m 99.9% sure it was him. Oh it was him. He?s not one of those people you can just confuse for someone else

    I JUST SAW MATTHEW BELLAMY.

    I didn?t say anything :crazy:

    He SMILED at me

    He has such a nice smile

    And. In a lot of ways I?m glad I didn?t speak, because I would have gone red and it would have been embarrassing

    Another way I?m sure that it is him is that I saw two boys realise it at the same time as me and they were hanging around the doors when I left

    OMG MATTHEW BELLAMY SMILED AT ME

    Oh crap I look like a poo. I have barely any make up on, my hair needs a wash and my jeans make me look like an over weight elephant on a bad day

    Matthew Bellamy smiled at me

    Oh my god I love him.

  • David Hamlet

    Guess What :>>

    No, really. Guess.

    Come on. A million and ten things in the universe I could have done yesterday.

    Which one do you think it was?

    Give up?

    Are you sure?

    Really? No guesses at all?

    Well then….

    I suppose I could tell you…

    Yesterday….

    I went

    To Stratford

    And I saw

    David Tennant in Hamlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    (Normally I hate exclamation marks of any kind (different kinds? What?) but this time I thought I would make an exception).

    I saw David Tennant in Hamlet. It was SO good. And quite weird. Being in the same room as him (pretty close as well, we had really good seats) after seeing him on tv so much. More than most people probably. Considering how obsessed my mum is.

    The guy who’s bum you see in Jonny English is in it too. He’s Polonius.

    Omg it was so good. And that’s coming from someone who didn’t actually know what was going on most of the time…

    I like Stratford too. I had a non-pupil day on Friday so we went up the day before and stayed in a travel lodge. We went to a lussshhhh restaurant on Friday night called Edward Moon (I think) and had a really nice meal. Which is unusual for me ‘cause I don’t normally enjoy myself when we eat out because I’m always nervy about various things. I even was getting on with Hugh (!) which was odd.

    Then came the night.

    And The Pacer.

    Anyone who has stayed in a travel lodge will know that the walls (and ceilings as it turns out) are seriously thin. And especially noisy when they creak.
    This guy right (it had to be a guy, no woman has footsteps that heavy) was pacing up and down his room ALL NIGHT long. ALL NIGHT. Who does that? He didn’t even stop when I started jumping up and down on the bed and smacking the ceiling. The death threats did nothing either. I barely slept at all and even when I did his stupid feet stomping around even got into my dreams. :| :| :| :|. Knob head. Big feet. Inconsiderate arsehole.

    So yeah. Now we’re home and I kind of wish it was yesterday. A cold that has been trying to develop for the last few days has fully come out of itself today. Whispering is more comfortable that talking, every time I cough it feels like someone is ramming a (sharp) knife down my throat and when I have a coughing fit I get really really hot and my skin starts doing that annoying prickly turning itself inside out thing it usually only does when I’m agitated about something.
    My brother has also turned into a nightmare. He started to get stressy yesterday, god only knows why because we were having a nice time, I really don’t know what was up with him. He’s annoyed with me anyway for having a cold and constantly coughing (Which I CAN’T HELP. Why would I do it out of choice? It’s painful.) so every time I start coughing he either starts hitting and biting himself or trying to cough up his lungs and then starts his disagreeing with everything everyone says and just generally being annoying. I know he has a cold. He’s had a cold for a few days. I have caught the cold. It’s how it goes. I’m not doing it on purpose to out do him. I could do without all the remarks. And OMG the scary looks he keeps giving me every time I walk past him/cough. I want to write that thing you do when you blow upwards? It’s not like a sigh. It’s a weird thing people do when they’re being irritated.
    John’s not even just in a crap mood because of the cold. I picked up a different type of milk than we usually get ‘cause it was cheaper. We didn’t even end up buying it because it wasn’t organic but the damage was done by then.

    Please, please let me be better tomorrow. I don’t think my mum can handle another day of this.

    Ok. News on Grandad. We went up to see them in the week, I didn’t see him much, so I was talking to Marion the whole time (my nan). I didn’t push the whole going upstairs thing because I kind of thought she didn’t want me to go up there so I stayed and talk to her about Australian soaps/ my RE lessons etc. I like talking to her. I don’t have to worry about it getting awkward because she’s one of those people with endless things to say. Me talking to her gave her a bit of a brake from her reality at the moment which made me happy. I like that I did something to help.
    We’re supposed to be going up to see them again this week but I don’t know if I can go now, because they could do without me spreading more germs. Plus everything that got a bit better last week has gone back again now because the doctor gave him the wrong medication (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) that wasn’t suitable for people with Parkinson’s. This was his doctor.

    I think I’ll have to persuade mum to go up whether I can go or not because seeing her last week helped him a lot. He needs something to look forward to now he isn’t going out much anymore. I hope he remembers that we came up last week.

    Anyway. I’ve left John and Hugh alone too long. I should probably go back down before John says something he really shouldn’t. (Hugh is being surprisingly patient. It’s weird. Will it last? Nope.)
    Will try and catch up with everyone tomorrow. I’m in half term now so I should have more time but I have a hell of a lot of coursework to be getting on with.
    The joys of year 11 are endless. :|

  • I should really go away for a bit

    So hello. It's me. I'm the same as normal but with slightly shorter hair. Which is definitely a good thing because it seriuosly needed cutting.

    Pretty same-ish week. Again. I managed to skip going to my dad's, which helped things. Is there actually an issue there? Or am I just creating one? Maybe there's nothing wrong and I'm just looking for a reason to be miserable. But then that can't really be right, because when I think about it I can come up with plenty of reasons that make me being sad fine and right. There are plenty of reasons as to why I hate him most of the time, not thinking about them all the time is normal.

    Ahh well. Who cares. I'm clear for about 3 weeks now anyway, so I don't have the think about it.

    I do, however, have to think about my mum's dad. Who's very sick. Sort of getting worse and worse. He has this kind of Parkinsons disease which.. to be honest I don't understand. Which makes it sound like I don't care, which isn't right. I do care. I just have this weird detachment thing going on with everyone but my immediate family (i.e my mum and John). I don't know when it started exactly. I just registered one day that I was terrified of all of them. And my mum had a very complicated childhood which.. I can't talk about but.. he's involved and it just kind of.. I sort of want to ask loads of question but given what things where.. I kind of can't. Well actually I definitely can't. Ever. So I won't. I knew if I typed it I'd just delete it anyway 'cause the whole thing is too weird. We were talking about him the other day though. My mum's dad. My grandad. We think he is autisitc. Aspergers, like John. Well, kind of anyway. Just a lot of how he is is very similar to John.
    We know things are bad with him though, because my nan is ringing all the time. She keeps phoning to tell my mum everything that's happening, which she hasn't done since the last time he was really ill. He had this heart thing. Again, as the crappy granddaughter I actually don't fully understand what that was either. I wasn't very old then though, I was still in primary school so maybe I wasn't supposed to know then.

    People keep dying everywhere as well. This guy that's lived on our street for ever died this week. And Malcolm's dad did. Strange how I'm panicking about not knowing what to do with my life while other people's are ending. Actually I guess that isn't weird, just life. Still.

    I want to know what I'm going to do with my life. I want to know exactly what I'm working towards so I can stop worrying about it. Does it actually matter what I do so long as I make money? If I never know I just have to make sure I do something practical, so I don't have to rely on other people to make money for me. Other people who'll probably mess up. When I'm older, I don't want my mum's life now. I know that's horrible, and like I'm saying I think she's bad and everything. I don't think she's bad, I think she's amazing for everything that's she's done, and for how she bought me and John up on her own even though it was really hard but.. I don't want to have to do that. I want to have enough money, just have stability and I don't want to be sad. :roll:

    How do you not get divorced?

    As far as I can see most of the people that are together are miserable with eachother, or to irritating and boring to ever considering wanting their life. People are with someone, then they marry them, then they both change, and hate eachother. Then, they either stay together miserable until they die or get divorced and go be miserable with someone else.

    This feels like such a weird time to be lauhing.. :))

  • Quit worrying around me

    Mum is going to a meeting tomorrow. I'm getting the bus home. I was fine about it but she has made me worry a lot.

    1. The bus might not stop in the right place (when is the right time to press the button?)
    2. Getting squished. Again, I wasn't worried about this, but my mum is convinced someone is going to run me over on the main road.

    Why do people worry around me? It's too contagious. They shouldn't do it.

    Maths after school revision starts on Wednesday. I honestly can't see the point in my going but my mum is making me. They spend 3 hours a week trying to teach me stuff I don't understand. How is staying extra time going to help me? I always accidentally don't listen anyway. I can't keep focused on anything at the moment. There's too much crap in my head.

  • On confusion

    Me and Rose talking to Dave. Dave giving Rose back some money he borrowed. Kid I vaguely know came to stand behind Dave for a while. Me and Rose smile. He doesn't go away, or speak. After a couple of moments of this, he looks and Dave and says "Fine then, ignore me CHRIS" and stomps off.

  • I think need to go to sleep

    I did something embarassing today. I cried a lot. In front of my mum. About a lot of things.

    We ended up having a good day, in the end. Sort of. Still have all the same problems, nothing is any nearer to being sorted but a few good hours is always nice. "Nice". Someone please, buy me a thesorous. Theasorus? You know what I mean :roll:.

    I kind of feel like there's a big monstor in my stomach, like a kind of disease that is spreading massively and making me not function properly. I sort of think about how when you're little, like, really young, and you really really cry about something your mum is meant to all sort it out. I guess after today... for a second I really honestly thought that that might happen. But it doesn't, does it? Even though everything is sortable. Well, it isn't. But I could do something that would probably be a good thing in the long run. Well, my mum could. But it isn't her fault. It's just too difficult. I just want someone to make everything better rather than worse. I get angry a lot. Most of the time I can keep stuff to myself, because you have too. But then it means that with stupid little things, you go nuts. Like, when you really want to scream and hurt someone, but you don't.. then when someone winds you up a little bit over something stupid you're really horrible and take everything way too seriously and then end up making yourself feel worse because you create another crappy situation on top of the crappy situation that made you be horrible in the first place.

    I don't want to be sad all the time. I don't see why I am. People just ignore stuff, it's how they function, 'cause you have to function. So why don't I? My friends aren't sad about stuff all the time, and I know that they have stuff going on too. They don't be horrible to me because they're sad. Well, actually that isn't true. But they probably aren't as annoying as me. When does everything stop being crap? I'd like it too now. Please.

  • Plums, stressy mothers and pointless phone calls

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    Actually, no. I hate MEDIA essays. They are stupid and impossible and boring and my mum is in a really eggy mood AGAIN so she's just going to be eggy and Lets Get This Out The Way So I Can work and annoying all afternoon. She's always on about wanting to spend more time with me lately, I give her time, and she'd rather be doing her tax return than "wasting time" with me. You can garuntee she'll "waste time" with me anyway and then worry the whole time about what she isn't doing which will equal us having no fun whatsoever.

    I hate my dad. I don't know why but this can be his fault too. Actually, it is his fault. Because if he hadn't of been horirble then they wouldn't have got divorced in the first place then my mum would have time so she wouldn't be stressed which would mean wanting to spend time with me rather than with her tax return. She still has ages to do it. I actually know why she probably wants to do it this afternoon and that is annoying me even more. Annoying is actually not the word. The plum I just ate is starting to turn my stomach inside out. That'd be a more appropriate description for the kind of annoying what I just thought of is.

    Which is why I'm going to eat another plum. Just for something to do.

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    Honestly though, is Homer Simpson, how much can is there to write?

    Hugh just rang to tell me to tell mum and he wouldn't be there if he rang.

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  • The Real McCoy

    After all that they want me to retake part of my science GCSE. :|. The Chemistry module. :| :|. Which I got a D in. :| :| :|.

    Yesterday went pretty well in the end. We went to a bookshop in Exeter where my mum was meant to be doing a reading/book signing. There weren't that many people to start off with and she didn't actually do that much reading (there was nobody to read too) but she signed quite a lot of books later on and I think everything sold pretty well. She kind of found out some stuff about the market she's in that depressed her though, but I'm hoping she isn't thinking about it too much. I've not seen much of her this morning so I don't know. We got to see Cate as well, which was really nice. She seems to really like me for some reason, it's mostly weird because she hasn't seen me in a while again, so I doubt she even remembers me that much. Plus I was generally uncomfortable where I was which shouldn't have helped.

    Found an AMAZING shop in Exeter yesterday that sells all vintage clothes. They have beautiful 50s dresses. Ooooo it was great but v expensive.

    http://www.therealmccoy.co.uk/index2.htm It also has a lussshh cafe. (mmm brownies)

    I don't have to go to my dad's today :>>. I was sort of planning on thinking up an endless supply of excuses so I never have to go again but then I remembered my gran. :/ I only really get to see her when I'm with my dad and it's her 90th this week which I feel bad 'cause I can't go to... so I figure I'll go next weekend and then start the excuses up. Except obviously I'll have to go to see my gran sometimes 'cause I like my gran.
    Jemma says I should stop moaning and get on with it. But she has a nice dad, which I figure makes you kind of unqulified to say anything. I probably should just get on with it. I'm kind of sick of doing that, though.
    Anyway, I have a massive essay that I don't understand to be getting on with. I want to have some time this afternoon 'cause I'm gunna have some (hopefully non-miserable) time with just my mum today [:
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