Angst? Me? Never.

It's weird how things change. How you can rely on someone to stay the way they are when you barely know them, so when suddenly, when you hear that everything isn't okay and they're probably never going to be who they were again it comes as a bit of a shock. Then you feel guilty because you realise that you never really cared what they were before, as they were just someone you smiled at and had a chat with because they are your mum's friend, someone who has probably known you since birth but someone you've barely gotten to know at all.

There's this guy who lives up the road from us... I'll call him Tom, he's a really nice guy. I kind of know them, we went up for a meal at their house after Christmas last year, they're all really nice. I knew that things weren't easy for them, because Tom's wife has altziemers... apparently it's really.. well, like, he got sick and then he started thinking about dying and other things a lot of the time.. and then one day he came home from work and his wife didn't know who he was anymore and that just... finished him off. He's in hospital on anti-psycotics and stuff. Mum's going to go up and see him tomorrow, I'm going to go too.. I don't think I should go in or anything because like.. he doesn't know me much or anything. It's so pathetic that I sit here really caring about it, and all I can do is sign a card or something. Well.. there is more I could do but I can't. I really wouldn't know what to expect either. I feel so sorry for Emiliy and her sister.. with that happening with their parents I can't even imagene how horrible that would be. I've seen Emily around with her boyfriend lately though, I'm glad their still together. I liked him, he looked kind of like Matthew Bellamy and he was nice to John and my mum. Plus I should go to the hospital because I don't know how my mum will be feeling when she leaves and stuff... I really hate myself for this.. I'm the hold you hand afterwoods girl rather than the be there at the time person. OKAYY. Not doing this tonight .

I wish Kailee would come online, I want details about her dead guy chasing...

So today was better, like, the kid that followed me around most of yesterday actually talked to me today, he's sweet.

I found out the pre-school are still have the problems with the village hall they were having when my mum used to work there. Basically the board that look after the village hall don't like pre-school which means that we have to pack away the whole room into this ridiculously teeny cuboard nearly every day. I don't get why they hate them, because the pre-school is the most well.. useful thing that the hall houses. Everything else is total crap. Like, today was had to pack everything away because it's Bridge Club tonight, when actually, Brige Club don't need much space, we could have got away with just pusing everything to the sides of the room. But no, no one can upset the Bridge Club. It just seems pretty stupid to me.

As for everything else.. well, I've convinced my mum to go to the doctors, she's being difficult though, so she has made herself an appointment for Thursday rather than today or tomorrow. But she has booked herself in, so I guess I can't push it anymore than that. If John's medication hadn't of run out I'd of had to make herself an appointment myself and drag her there.. I am worried about her though .

As for bunny he is sort of a bit better today, he's eaten a bit which is good. We have to give the injection 48 hours to work and it's just after 24 now so I'm going to go and check on him in a minute.

Question For The Day:
Why has no one noticed how incredibly bad Smallville is?