can i just say that i think its INCREDIBLY rude you un-added me on bebo
i may not be one of your "close" internet friends, but tbh, thats just kinda rude for you to un add me. all ive ever tried to do since i met you on AOL, is be your friend! yet everything i ever did wasn't good enough for you. your so stuck up your own ass. im not usually the type to get angry, but tbh that wound me up. ive NEVER done anything to you. un-add me all you want. because now i realise that your not the type of person to be friends with. your an ungrateful and moody mare.
MY GOD.
This is SO why I stopped going on AOL.
First of all I would like to say I didn't un-add her. She is un-added, but I have no idea how. I haven't been on my bebo much recently anyway because I can't be bothered to talk to anybody.
And she is totally the type to get angry, she used to get pissed off with me all the time.
What I did find funny about it is that I actually haven't spoken to this girl in about 6 months. This sounds as thought it should be someone that I regularly speak to, not someone I no longer bother to message and someone that I haven't actually missed at all, I still speak to most of the people I would miss.
Odd. Really. I swear I didn't un-add her, what would be the point? I really couldn't care less.. well, I couldn't anyway. Obviously I do now because for some stupid reason that upset me. It's not really because it's her, it's mostly because she reminded me of everything that was in my head last week... stuff I kind of wanted to forget about. But whatever, it's in my head now, thanks beckie/bekki/rebecca/becca or whatever the hell I used to call her, I don't even remember.
I have decided that I have a personality glitch.
When I was in primary school I had a group of friends for about 5 years-ish, then they all went off me. It occured to me a little while ago that my next 5 years might be up. Which would make you think that I should then bother to make contact in the form of.. speaking to my friends. But I don't know, I don't want to say anything wrong. It's just... they're just all so.. like, way better than me. They're all clever and pretty and like... good at stuff. And then there's me, with them. Everyone knows one of them for something... then there's me. I don't want to hold people back just by.. existing or whatever. 'Cause then they leave and I can't talk to people. And it is getting worse, not better.
An example of this is that John has a friend around this afternoon, this friend freaks me out and I can never think of anything to say to him. Because of this I have trapped myself in my room where it's too hot and I'm really really thirsty. But I can't go downstairs.
I swear I'm going to end up old and alone. I couldn't even keep online friends.
Okay, John's friend just left, I'm gunna go get a drink now.
