I've just got back from the end of year meal that SDC held for John's vocational tasters course. It was fun, actually. I didn't think I was really going to enjoy myself all that much because most of the time when I go to meals with big groups of people I just sit there and don't speak to whole time. Today I managed to have a conversation with 2 whole people! (Yes, whole people. Heads and feet and everything)
Sounds ridiculous but for me it's an achievment, I don't think I even sounded totally stupid either. So TAKE THAT Mr. Loader. I'm not stupid and quiet and I don't need any help from you.
Yes. I am still annoyed about that. 
Urgghh. I have to go to a fashion show thing later with Rose. I really really really don't want to go because it's going to depress the hell out of me. It's going to be full of perfect, pretty and talented people.
I hate them.
I have to remember not to make any comments about it though, because last time I did Rose went mad and attacked me. It was terrifying.
I wish Jemma was coming tonight. She would take the piss out of everyone there so much I might forget where I am and not get all miserable.
ANYWAY. I have to stop myself talking about this. I have to give myself a chance to enjoy it.
That's me done. I need to go and get on with this coursework I apparently need so much help dealing with. 
