Angst? Me? Never.

IT'S GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I can stay Probably should have checked before I put that post up.

Right. This writing course. What do I do? Thing is, if I go and no one talks to me the whole time, I'm going to end up feeling homesick, getting miserable and then experiencing the real homesick. But at the same time as that, if I go, and I manage to talk to people and it's all ok then it would be amazing, and I would probably get a lot out of it. It might help me to get some of the ideas I have out of my brain and into something.. constructive. I'd like that. I've just been on the website and the place that we would stay in is actually beautiful.

What do I doooooooooo?

So my exams are over. After biology it went extremely downhill. I'm not freaking out as much as I should be. I knew it was going to happen.
I went to see A Midsummer Night's Dream on Thursday. It was so good, and really funny. It's helped a lot as well, it's easier to understand it all when you hear the emotions in people's voices and all that stuff.
http://www.heartbreakproductions.co.uk/
They tour, you should go see them.

Thenn on Friday I went to see Sex And The City. It's great. It was annoying because we ended up going with The Crew but we kind of ditched them and moved in the cinema because they were making loads of noise and everyone was staring. Plus they told us they wouldn't hesitate to throw us out if we annoyed people too much, so moving was the best option. Lol.

This is sounding all crap and disconnected and rubbish. I'm all bad at saying what I'm thinking when I feel like this. All weird and crap.
So, writing. That course has come up. Again. There are 4 places availible because of people dropping out. I went and got a letter this time, which I guess is an improvement. I don't know whether or not I can go though. There's one guy I kind of know going but.. I don't know. And everyone there will be better than me, so I might go somewhere to be on my own and just feel like crap all the time. I don't know.

Finally, if anyone knows how to remove things (this blog) from coming up on google could you tell me please? I removed the thing that made it come up but the link to this comes up anyway. My mum doesn't want it there. She isn't going to read it but she's worried about who will.
Thanks
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