Mood: thoughtful.
Not miserable, which is an improvement on yesterday. Although this time I know my moods are definitely hormone related, I wish they just didn't make me feel quite as low as they do. It gets to the keep myself away from the hair straightners thing sometimes. Ahh well, I've read about worse, some people seriously attack people from it.
(I don't expect you to know that I'm talking about).
Right, basically, I just finished reading this book. Just Listen, it's by Sarah Dessen. It's an amazing book, seriously, amazing. It always makes me think, but I've never really though about what it says, like, in terms of myself. Part of what it's about, in terms of communication is about the extremes, like, there's the never speaking, and telling anyone what's going on, and then there's the always giving entirely too much detail. Always wanting to talk about everything, when you don't really need to, so when the time comes to need to talk not much.. weight is put in it, because you're always going on all the time anyway. I think I'm somewhere inbetween that. I know for a fact that I talk entirely too much rubbish, and that it would be better if I just got to the point sometimes. I hate being like I am right now. I want to be someone who can stand up on her own. Not just [insert name here]'s friend. And sometimes not even that.
I hate attention but I'm sick of always being the person people look past.
