I had a nightmare about John last night.
Mum is really really sad because of everything and I can't help.
Hugh's still upsetting her.
She feels bad because she shouted at me this morning and I don't want her too because I don't like making people feel bad.
Sammie is going on and on at me like she knows everything so I got mad at her and now everyone's gunna ignore me again.
I don't want to go to my media lesson because i'm crap at it.
all the hosts have left. but i don't mind that much and it's weird.
i don't understand why a certain person seems to not want any contact with me anymore, when at the time things were well.. how they were with them all they went on and one about was caring about me lots but now they won't talk to me. and i can't even talk about that because the person shouldn't have been there in the first place and arghhh :(