Worried. Smudge (rabbit) is ill again :(. He hasn't eaten anything for 2 days. I know it sounds kinda dumb but I love him to peices and I don't want it to be anything bad. We're taking him to the vet this afternoon. I hope he's ok and it's something that the vet can just fix. I hope it isn't his teeth.. he's had an operation on them once which was risky cause rabbits don't always react well to anesthetics but he's 6 now so.. :/. He has to be ok.
I was nearly sick three times last night cause I was panicking. He gets sick quite a lot tho really and he's always ok. I was just.. scared :(. He's so lovely and I don't wanna loose him.
Seeing the Hot Sainsbury's Guy didn't help today. My stomach is in too many knots.
Sounds dumb, but when everything is bad with mum and Hugh and John's playing up and dad is being useless.. Smudge is the one I go and hug.
Mum keeps bringing up the dad thing. I mentioned in Sainsbury's that it was upsetting me and then when she said she was useless and shouldn't be saying all these things to me I didn't tell her it was fine like I normally do. It isn't fine, so I'm not going to pretend. Not gunna tell her to shut up either but still, I didn't say it was fine which is something.
AOL is being really weird today. I'm typing this offline so I don't loose it cause writing helps but I can never be bothered to type it all over again when I loose something. It's lost connection twice and I've been online less than 10 minutes. I don't know why. It's since we got the digital tv it's been worse but that isn't connection to the phoneline so I don't know how that could be affecting it. If anyone knows help would be nice [:.
BB final tonight. Hugh's not coming :>>. I guess no one would get it accept me.. it's just when there's something you do together, even if it is just watching tv, and someone else comes in and ruins it... I don't like it.
Anyhoo, have a plan for cheering up mum. I'm going to try and get a David Tennant autograph for her. I've found an address which is apprently valid and there's this autograph collectors site and I asked a couple of people on there what I have to do and they said you have to write a letter and say why you want it. 3 months wait tho :/ but that would mean it should be here for Christmas. I can't afford it tho :/. I only had to idea day before yesterday and I spent all my money on a Funeral For A Friend cd so now I have about £1.40. And I need to buy a stamp and too big envelopes.. and a bit of cardboard to stop it from bending and stuff. I was thinking of using the back of a cereal packet but he might think that's a bit lame. Cause it is. But whatever, as long a he writes back I don't think it matters. And how to you pay postage? :S I don't know. I just assumed letters came to you. Does that mean I have to put in a spare stanp on the second envelope?
I never send/receive letters I e mail people so I have no idea :S. Ahh well, maybe I'll explain a bit in the letter and hopefully he'll just think I'm a stupid idiot (he's not wrong) and send it back anyway.
John coming in and telling me when he's booked the tv is really begining to piss me off.
I DON'T CARE GET OUT OF MY ROOM YOU LOONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahem.