Guys suprise me sometimes. Cause like.. even online it's completly obvious they don't wanna talk about your problems and stuff. But last night, I was getting worked up about mum & Hugh again. I heard him make a mean comment about us to one of his friends the other day. I told my mum and she stood up for him. And yeah, I've felt shit again since then.
And I just kinda splurged about it in chat cause I was getting like.. upset and stuff. And Josh actually like.. listened. He talked to me about it and stuff. He was kinda harsh a couple of times but still y'know.. right. I left after a while tho just cause. But yeah, and I've been thinking about what he said a lot, and I guess it makes sense. So.. I came on this morning and he'd e mailied me saying sorry if he was harsh but he knows being like that makes people talk.
Weirdness.
Just in, people ignore me a lot when I talk and stuff, and then they never like.. e mail. Awww.
Had a pointless argument about sofas online last night.
Mainly because someone we talk to who says he's a guy has a Bebo as a girl.
Weird.
But why would a girl pretend to be a guy online?
That's just weird.
I have to go back to school in a couple of weeks.
Omg I'm a year 10.
That's weird.
I'm actually really worried about going back to school cause I'm sure I'm going to fail all of them and be terrible at everything that I've picked.
Ahhh helllppp.
And John goes back to school later than me. Has Mondays off. Always breaks up earlier than me.
Not faiirrrr.
Oh yeah, and has no homework. Which stress-wise for my mum is going to be a good thing I guess.
It just isn't fair, just as I'm going to start getting coursework and shit 
Anyway, I have to go and stare at the Hot Sainsbury's Guy now.
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