Had a bad night last night 
I don't really know what happened, it was one of those one minute I'm ok then I think about one and I'm seriously not. It's just.. for the past 2 weekends Hugh is here constantly and it's pissing me off. They're acting all couply even then when I ask mum gets pissed off with me and says they're not together. I just.. I don't understand how everyone seems to have completly forgotten everything. Mum pretty much said it's ok now cause he's making an effort. Yeah, and how long is that going to last? It isn't, for fucks sake. Everything he says and is is complete bullshit and I hate sitting around waiting for everything to go wrong again. And then when it does I'm going to get bitched at then then it's not fair when I get angry.
It's all them & me. Like.. it doesn't matter what I think as long as Hugh doesn't feel bad anymore. But I know I'm not being fair.
And then this Beckie stuff is worrying me a lot aswell and argh. Although she has just sent me something that's really made me laugh. 2 things actually.
Enjoy 
Superman was bored. So he gave Batman a call. Batman said Robin was ill and he had to look after him.
>
>A little disappointed, Superman called Spiderman to see if he fancied a
>few beers. Spiderman told him he had a date with Catwoman.
>
>As a last resort, Superman flew over to Wonderwoman's apartment to see
>if she was free. As he landed on her balcony, he looked through the
>window and saw Wonderwoman naked on the bed with her legs open.
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>Superman thought to himself: "I'm faster than a speeding bullet. I
could
>be in there, have sex, and be out again before she knew what was
>happening". So Superman did his Super Thing in a split second and flew
>off happily.
>
>Meanwhile on the bed, Wonderwoman said: "Did you hear something?"
>
>"No," said the Invisible Man, "but my arse hurts like hell!"
That's actually Beckie's mum's. Ha her mum is kewl.
God I'm immature. 