It's sooo one of those mornings and it isn't even 9 yet :|.

Day starts by being woken up at 7.15 by next door having a skip delivered. 7.15?! Don't they get that's when diet giveupees are sleeping? So yeah, then I'm trying to get back to sleep, but mum is ranting at me about it and about the building work so I point out that it isn't permernent and when we had the new bathroom (ok, like a year ago but it's still an example) that it must have been pretty noisey. And then she said I only don't care cause it was Gareth. Which, ok... is slightly true but I'm still pissed off with her for saying it. So I've decided that from now if she does anymore ranting today I'm not bothering answering. And she's a hypocrite. She had a go at me last night about my temper which upset me a lot. And it's cause of her.
Whenever there's something really getting to me, she'll tell me a load of other stuff about it and make the whole thing 10 times worse but then won't let me deal with it by talking to the person that's making me angry and trying to sort things out. No. She dumps and me then I just have to live with it. And I don't care if I'm being selfish, HP (YESS!!!! SHE WAS FINALLY BACK ONLINE) told me that I wasn't being and that what mum was doing wasn't fair and that she shouldn't be dumping everything on me. But that's the thing, that's what she does, mum wants me to worry about all the things that she worries about and wants me to be terrified to do anything that'd make her worry. I don't know if it's conciously or sub-conciously, but she is doing it.
So yeah, I'm pissed off again and I needed somewhere to splurge before I yell at someone. Because I know in my mind the day I finally tell eveyone to FUCK OFF is coming very close. Lol. Feeling calmer.
We're going to see Catie today, which'll be kewl. I'm hopefully gunna take my camera if it has any charge, which it hopefully does because Rose wants to know what Catie looks like. Do you think it'd matter if I put her on here? Hmm... I dunno. I put me on here.. it's just the whole internet safety thing, I don't know if it's a good idea with a baby. But then.. why wouldn't it be? Ahh.. might be a friends only. But I wanna show her off to everyone cause she's gorgous.
Shit. Mum back.

Gtg.

xxxx