feeling crappy. I was sorta ok. Mum loved her prezzies which was good and made me happy. But basically someone was talking to me about someone really pretty and it justmade me think about the way I look and stuff. And the guy i like that really obviously likes his really prey girl in my science class. I guess I may as well give up on him. Well, i kinda have, but it hasn' stopped me liking him which is annoying. I wish I could tho, because it's making me feel so amazingly crappy. I don't wanna like him, well, i did, cuz we used to get on really really well. But now.. foof. I don't really know what happened. He just doesn't talk to me anymore. And whenever I talk to him I sound like an idiot. So yeah.. i give up.

Feeling a little bit better not (got distracted form writing lol) Not great, but not quite as sad as i did about 10 mins ago. I've sort of run out of things to say. i'm gunna go.
bye..