Feel bad now, turned out Robyn was having technical probs. And she told me to leave Lara to play "silly litle mind games" heh.
It's wierd, i don't cry properly when i cry, i mean i do have times where i go on and on and can't stop, but for the last feww days i've just had about 5 mintues when i sit and cry and then try and sort myself out. It isn't really working tho. And something stupid happened in chat. Everything.
Argh, Robyn is depressing me. She's been asked out 2 times in the last 2 weeks. Big woop. god I'm horrible. It isn't on purpose. I wasn't always a bitter depressing 14 year old.
My eyes hurt. At least I had an excuse to take off my makeup, so you can't really tell that I was crying and stuff. I think I should givce up on apprearence, cuz like.. I'm ugly anyway, and then earlier I made the effort the starighten my hair and ended up sprayong heatprotection spray in my eye. That might also be why it hurts. For some reson I thought I was putting the lid on because it wasn't down properly, but when all the stuff squirted in my eye i kinda firgured it out.
Omg. SATs in 6 weeks. I ca't believe it!!! only 6 weeks. oh crap i hear feet, not sure weather I'm meant to be online or not
better go.
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