I hope you all missed me lots. Basically my computer blew up. Also, in a lot of ways, i think it's good that I haven't been here this last week. It's been bad. The things I feel have got worse and I haven't really known what to do a lot of the time. So.. I think it's a good thing i wasn't writing, because basically I'd be saying stuff i didn't wanna say but would have ended up saying it out of the need to tell something. If you see what I mean.
And now..? I feel better than I have done, but I still constantly feel like I'm panicking about something, Just dunno what. And for a while my mum wasn't going to sort out the computer, and then I really started to freak because then I wouldn't really have anyone.
God, the computer. It breaking caused more than a bit of stress. it didn't work. Then mum couldn't remeber her passoword, and then, finally (the thing that made her loose it A LOT) was when the virus protection wouldn't install. She got really really mad and I left pretty quickly. In the end I heard things breaking so I thought I would go back.. bad idea. A chair nearly hit me. It wasn't on purpose and she didn't mean it. And she felt really really bad after wards, so I also felt really bad (i had to make everything worse and cry, so she thought it was cause she got cross when it was actually cause I didn't know what I was gunna do without everybody. Sad, i know.) And then in the end I sorted that out.
Heh, also yesterday my 'friend' said, "I'm glad I'm npt as tall as you, it makes you look all stupid and gangly." and then when she realised what she had said she was stuuring on about something for ages. I don't mind. I know I look stupid, I just wish that people wouldn't say it.
I bet you've all missed my moaning so much XD
haha, yesterday, i had to do a sheet about "What I do when I am stressed" like I can really write anything.
Besides, what does it have to do with them anyway?
I spose I could have said I moan at everyone on my blog..
