hi. Today wasn't actualy that bad in the end. I think it is cuz my first lesson was quite fun. Me and Scarlett were chopping up a pen (don't ask). And then second lesson was crap and Elsa asked me "what had I done to my hair?" Whichc made me feel like crap for a while. And i definatly think the chavs think that I look stupid. Cuz they keep pointing out my hair being different to eachother. And it is making me feel even more self concious then usual. But, Oh, well, I have deicded that I like my hair and why should I worry about them liking it, I don't like their hair. I have Invincible on again, the words are soooooooooooo sweet ( I know that I have said that already) hehe. Anyway, that song is over, I think I'm going to put on Starlight. That is less soppy and should wake me up a bit. I'm going to be lame in a minute and go and watch Big Brother. It is a load of rubbsih, but it is distracting and funny. I didn't se it last night, so I'm not sure about who is on it, I hope John doesn't go in a moood when I watch it, I really would like to, but if he is gunna get in s stress it isn't really worth it. He is kinda mood swingy this evening. Well, he has been watching for ages, well, since Eastenders. Speaking of eastender, wow! It has never been more depressing, and that is when Pauline was alive, you wouldn't believe things would be worse when she was dead. It is amazing how you have to die to make anyone care about you. Well, either that or get famous. But that won't ever happen to me. Ugh. My hair feels all greasy, it is cuz I keep playing with it, and I didn't was it cuz mum said it wasa bit soon, and now I am really wishing that I had, I spose I could wash I roots. I might do that. Arghhhh. Why did \I just wash it?? Ahh well. Can't really be helped now. Anywa, Big Brother time. byeeeee.