Hmmm.. Today? Well, am feeling about the same as I did yesterday. Not exactly happy. But not really really crap. I had to do an "About Me" form thingy today, it was for carrers. I wonder why they want it. It was basically asking you what you are like. So i asked Rose and Karly. And then put what they told me. Most of my answers were "sometimes" but then I had to do a thing about what lessons I am good at, ugh. That bit didn't do so well. The only thing that i ticked that i can do is english. Cuz I get ok grades in that. But everything else. Ewww. That really is the only way that I can describe it.
There is a new guy at school. It is nice because he doesn't seem to be mean or a chav. So, I'll do my best to be friendly. He just kinda watches people, which is a bit wierd. But then I spose, so do I. I guess I can't really comment. Sammie has been reall upset today, not that I can really balme her with everything that is going on for her atm. I just wish that I could help more, I spose can't really expect anyone to understand. But I do have close friends online. That I can talk to and stuff. A lot of the time I really don't know what I would do without them. I knowm I know, you all think that that is lame. But, too bad. It is how I feel. i only wonder if I mean as much to them as they mean to me. I kinda hope so really. That would be nice. But I don't know, I don;t know if I really mean that much to anybody.
God, I was SO stupid today. John was really lat for me to meet him after school, so I started to egt really worried because I was scraed something had happened. Eventually he came, but I was still all left over woried, so I wasn't concentrating, and.. well, I nearly got myyself run over by a bus. if John and Rose hadn't of been there then I would have been. Rose screamed at me and John pulled me back. Which is definalty good. I really do need to be more craeful. It's just when I get worried htings start to circle in my head, and it all stops me from concenntrating. Tho, I do have to admitt I haven't done anything that stupid when I have been wprried for a while. Hmm.. I really need to start getting a grip on myself. Anyway, I;m gunna go. XxXxXx.