Hugh's birthday. Ugh. Why does that matter? he wouldn't even let my mum osrt him out a party or something. Boring. Although, I have to admitt, I am the crappest person the have at a party in the universe. Cuz I generally only know one perosn there and they know everybody. Which basically means me sitting on my own 'till I can think of a decent excuse to leave. Arg, why do I have to be so boring?? I bet I'm gunna have to live alone and friendless. Because all my friends (i.e Rose) will turn into party people and I will have nothingin common with them/her. What a great future. Well.. maybe I can become a party person. But then, i still have a problem, cuz techincally. What is a party person? Cuz from chav conversations I have er.. listened to (understand I was very bored at the time) say that basically a party person is a person that snogs random people then goes off with them to a bathroom. I don't think I'm into that kinda stuff. And also, it is kinda unfair to the other people. What if you really needed the loo? And what if you thought that it was just someone taking a while??? You might wait for a while and assume they had a few er.. bum troubles. That would be unfair. I now hate the bathroom people. Someone (that likes parties) might have their evening ruined cuz some person couldn't er.. wait. And they might make the mistake or making a joke about constipation when they hdn't realised what was really going on in there. I can really imagene myself doing this. Oh great. Now, on the rare occasions I get invited to parties i'm gunna be paranoid about going to the loo. I think apple crumble brings out the wierdness in me. My mum cooked it cuz it is Hugh's favourite food. It's like, eating to much cheese or somthing makes you have wierd dreams. Apple crumble brings out wierdness. Arghhhhhhhhhhh. AOL is still being annoying. Maybe I should write to the AOL people and tell them to sort themselves out. But then that would seem mean. Cuz the person in charge might be kinda sensitve and small. Awww imagene if I made them cry or something? No. I can't write to AOL. It's too mean. I'm kinda bored. I'm scared now,I just clicked on that smiley thing. They are scary, worse than the AOL ones and that is really saying something. It reminds me of clothing signs. What's the worst one? Well, I HATE Playboy with every bit of me. Karly loves it, but then. she is a chav so I spose that she would. And the fact that is is like an icky-why-are-men-even-alowd-on-Earth mag doesn't seem to occur to anyone. That's another thing. I'm pretty sure that I have men figured out, which I thini is pretty clever seeing as I have had only 1 boyfriend and that is such an embarrasing dissaster I can't even go into it. I spose I have just worked out that they only hear what they wanna hear. It's also wierd how they think that they are gunna keep little kids from the truth about men by putting their mags on the top shelf. Has anyone heard of a thing called the neck? It is amazing how you can look up with it. i don't remeber all that much about being a kid. I remeber when I was in playgroup when I got run over with a scooter. I look evil In my baby photos. I realy do. If they had given me a big white persian i would have been complete. Well.. maybe they could have given me a James Bond to try and kill. Yeah! I could be like, the first person to beat James Bond. But then he'd have to come back to life else Danial Craig would be out of work. And he seems nice enough, so I don't think I could do that to him. I spose he could sell his BAFTA. Shame he has to win it first. Argh. Scariest thing in the universe just happened. When I pout my Orson cd in (No Tomorrow single, am trying to keep up a good mood) It went all black and then came up with ‘Orson’. Silly thing. Doesn’t I know that my computer is too old to play videos?? Windows 98 doesn’t do it. Arg. If would save so much time if the Orson cd would say to the computer “can I play please?” and the computer say “No bog off” wait..That is kinda rude. Instead it can say “I am sorry my dear fellow, I don’t play cds”. Am doing this thru words cuz I am paranoid AOL will freeze. Apprently ‘kinda’ isn’t a word. How is kinda not a word?? We say it all the time. And I think americans do. It should obviously be in the computers’ dictionary. Also, everything that I write has a green line underneath it. Why am I gunna do grammer when I am doing my blog????? That kinda thing is for my English lessons and nothing else ty very much. I think I soulnd like an old woman. Arg, I think should publish this before I say anymore stupid things. I reackon I could be the queen of stupid things. Cuz well..in my head it works. Good thing no one can read my brain tho, they would be way out of their depth. Hehehehehehehe. I spose. I don’t mean that as in I’m brainy. I would like to be. But school-wise reports are gradually getting worse. Hmm.. Well it isn’t really my fault I have other stuff in my head. The things I write on here isn’t even half of the things that go round in my head everyday. Imagene if there was a guy that could read my brain. A nice guy, like Edmond in that book I read. He could seem to read the girl he loved’s mind. I would like a guy like that. Cuz if someone could read my mind explaining what I’m thinking would be easier. Cuz apparently I always look ‘thoughtful’. Well, according to my mum anyway. I have No Doubt-I’m Just A Girl On. I really don’t think that is doing me any favours sanity-wise. Y’know what? Has anyone accept me noticed that I say ‘kinda’, ‘spose’, ‘cuz’ and ‘Arg’ too much? Anyway. I’m gunna go and leave weird messages on my friend’s bebos. Ttfn.
OoOoOoh, almost forgot
HAO~PPY BIRTHDAY ROBYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really going now. byeeeeeeeeeeeee.
