I lost my fist entry cuz AOL forze, but now I'm glad I did. I really wasn't happy earlier and I think it's good that nobody saw the blog that I had written. I hadn't written anytyhing really terrible. I was just feeling low i spose. Am ok now tho. HAve had quite a good evening despite the fact that AOL is still really annoying me by only letting me write in chat for about a minute. Then I have to excit and go in again. And I've been booted off twice. It's wierd. ONe thing that did upset me today tho was a talk I had with Shona. I gave her a lot of oppertunitly to tell me the truth. and the fact that she didn't is still getting to me a bit. I am ok now tho. Can't really say why. But just am. Anyway. I have to go i promised i would be off by 10 tonight. XxXxX.